oh no. oh no oh no oh no. exams are HERE. ok, not here yet but going to be here. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


calm down.

F1F1F1!
zoooooooooom! hahaha.
sooo exciting. especially when they overtake.. heheh. can't wait for tonight's finals! whooohoooo~

lalalalalalalala

when you're down, and lost, and you need a helping hand,
just sing McFly's 'I'll Be OK'! hehheh!



I'LL BE OK
When everything is going wrong
And things are just a little strange
its been so long now
You've forgotten how to smile.
Now overhead the skies are clear
But it still seems to rain on you,
And your only friends all have
Better things to do.

When you're down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When you're down and lost
Along the way,Oh, just tell yourself
Ah, I'll be OK

Now things are only getting worse
And you need someone to take the blame
When your lover's gone
There's no-one to share the pain,
You're sleeping with the TV on
And you're lying in an empty bed
All the alcohol in the world
Would never help me to forget

When you're down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When you're down and lost
Along the way,
Try a little harder
Try your best to make it
Through the day,Oh just tell yourself
Ah, I'll be OK

You're not alone (you're not alone)
You're not alone (you're not alone)
You're not alone

Just tell yourself
Ahhhh, I'll be OK
ahhhh, just tell yourself
I'll be OK
Won't you tell yourself
Ahhhhhhhhh, i'll be okay

When you're down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When you're down and lost
Along the way,Try a little harder
Try your best to make it
Through the day
just tell yourself

Ahhhh, I'll be OK
Ahhhh, I'll be OK
Ahhhh, I'll be ok

is it that everybody's obsessed with being a bitch?! EEEEEE

lalalala.. today's assembly seems to be the best so far i think. the coolest! this group of guys who can really sing came from SAF-something and sang and beatbox and just sounded really nice. BUT mcfly still is the best! heehee!
then during part of the assembly when mr ong came up, me and qianhui were badmouthing him. WAHAHAH! imagine mr ong beatboxing with that super cool voice of his. HAHAHA. laugh like siaoooooooo. especially when we discovered he poses like mr bean! HAHAHA. ok, lame-ing! (:

i hate studying. i'm just not the study type of person. i'm the outgoing adventure type person. how can i just sit and look at words?! especially whn you're reading about your body or the plants'. or about chemicals' colours. or how fast a car moves or where the light's path is when i cant even see it.... -.- how lame. i think math is still me. hehheh. not bragging! (:

off to study BUT while listening to my MCFLY!!!

HAHAHAH!
DANNY ALAN DAVID JONES is just wayyyyyyy cooooooooooool! haha.. so handosme somemore! and he dings! his voice is so melodious!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHA!
DANNY ALAN DAVID JONES IS MY BOYFRIEND!

wheeeeee! mcfly just rocks!! they're songs are soooooooooooo nice i cant help but listen again and again and again! heeheeeeee!wheeeeee!

aye, mr tien told us a story bout his experience in maplestory and then i just realised how much i miss playing it. lol. ok, i know it's lame but then the characters are cute.. (:
this week has been rather.........tied up. all the homework yet to be completed, the extra lessons... i have to say i do prefer extra lessons to string.. no offence. but i'm SOS. (only some people know the true meaning of SOS.) hahaha.

i cant wait for the endofyear to finish! then i can read for all i want! woohoo! just think of the amount of books waiting for me! ahahaha!

i guess what yingying said is true.(refer to her blog)
our friendship is realllllly falling apart. we all barely understand each other anymore. everyone's changed. and i seriously do not enjoy the change. ahhhhh. lonely is capitalised in my dictionary.i guess the deepest darkest secrets will still go straight into my diary. oh wellll...




everybody's changing
You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

this song is super appropriate. enjoy.(:

ahh! my keyboard is soooo dirty! as well as the mouse! lol. i'm not exaggerating here. the moment you touch them your fingers feel so sticky. ewwwww. so now, i have a piece of plastic over the keyboard and a tissue over the mouse. hahaha! harder to use but then more hygienic. all thanks to jmy lil' bro who uses the computer like 4 hours a day.. all his disgusting nose shit stuck on keyboard already. haha.. shhhh. don't tell him i said that. heh.

who invented minesweeper?! sooooooo addictive. now i cant stop playing! hahahaha!

friends or foes?

ans: foes. that's exactly what they are.

despo, despo, despo bitches. yuck.
who the hell do you think you are.
you three disgust me.

i wonder why there isn't anybody i can talk to and understands me. this is so unfair.
i won't get emo. i can't stand people who emo so i won't be one who hates myself. fine, i'll just have to overcome this stupid obstacle. toot.toot.toot.

why do i feel unfairly treated?
because life's like that. (adapted from ping and pong)

F**K

stupid. stupid. stupid.

i was posting then i discovered i wrote into the 3i's picture discussion blog. idiot. forget it. i can't be bothered to type it all out again. lala

i hate examsssss. can't wait for university.. sounds FUN..(:

I HATE CHINESE.
I HATE CHINESE.
I HATE CHINESE.

why can't chinese be a dialect. just like canto, hokkien or teochew. then, we wouldn't have to frickin learn the subject. ahhh. i'm trying my best to do it but to nooooooo avail. sighs...english is way better. how i wish i was born on Pluto. then i would just have to study Plutish. maybe i should start now.

jhuiv adklfubvw diafjo eirjbnfkoj!!!
translation: i love to read!!!
nbvijan fvnjaqernjf cvoaduio djhivcn idnv iaokrbf dfijfb souieh ofjbnw vino efuthvg gofjgt giwhruit joanri eruthg...
translation:i hate school since we have only three frickin weeks to study for end year...

i know i'm speaking gibberish. there's not even such a thing as plutish, dumb. don't you try to act smart with me, dodo.

someone please motivate meeeeeeeeee... i think i'm going to have a mental breakdown sooooooooon. twinkle twinkle little star.. (what goes next?)

how i wonder what the hell you are...

ummmm......


up above in space so scary...



errrrrrrr.....



like you want to commit suicide...


ummm ummmm...



twinkle twinkle little star....



errrr... i know this..



how i hope you grant my wish la....


haha.. isn't my singing just wonderful? i learnt it in pluto you know? number 1 bestselling. er, maybe cause it's the only song in pluto.. oh welllll...
find a happy place...

2sept08:

kukup! one word... FUN! haha.
first everybody gathered at the foyer in darkness.. when i arrived i only saw black people and i thought i was in some other country. lol. saw ying's super funny hairstyle which woke me up. hahahaha. anyway, we boarded the bus to malaysia and off to the tuas thing.
so stampstampstamp. then changed bus that will take us to kukup. a tour guide came with it too. lol. he kept talking and talking even though it was obvious that everybody was either sleeping or talking and no one was listening to him. hahaha.

first stop: the coffeeshop aka breakfast! on the way there my super sharp eyes spotted a rainbow. haha! then there shared a plate of fried kway teow and drink with yingying and then cause we finished first we went to walk around 7-11. in the end didnt buy anything. and i still don't get why people like gum. yuck. it's just some sticky thingy that you chew forever. ewww. and it absords up all your saliva making your mouth dry and smelly. yuck.

second stop: the pewter factory
we went there to see how pewter thingys are made. quite cool. they actually boil the metal thing on a wok like making soup. just that the 'soup' is all silver in colour. saw the processes and then to the shop. the things there were..... silver. lol. otherwise they look like normal everyday items. expensive too. lol. the weather was also very hot..... so when we left for the cooling bus, i was not reluctant to leave. heh.

third stop: the fruit farm. long journey there and everyone slept. the bus was sooooo quiet. but then i like bus rides so i didnt sleep. instead, daydreamed. haha.anyway, there, only two things really catches my eyes- the mosquitos and tactually seeing durian growing on trees.. haha! saw a lot of plants and fruits.. and i saw curry puffs growing on tress too! haha. ok, they're just fruits that look like curry puff. haha. then saw all the plants they gave us fruits! so we sat at the benches and ate. and ate and ate and ate. lol. i love the watermelon and the pineapple. lol. so delicious.... isabel ate most of the rambutans. well, maybe cause she was the only one who bothered opening them. and the guys gave us their whole share of rambutans. losers. lol. after eating was back on the bus...

fourth stop: mangrove swamp. a lot of walking involved. lol..saw monkeys..and that stupid dean kept stepping on ying's and my shoes. but i got revenge. hahahaha. then we went to this area over the sea with beaches and strong winds. everybody started to take photos. like 3i, 2f, 3h.. etc. pics will be uploaded another time. (: so on the way back isabel and a few others including mr chong saw a large group of monkeys including the monkey king. apparently, the monkey king ate the rambutans while the others stood guard and waited for their turn, and then the monkey king proceeded to have sex with one monkey woman. LOL. super FUNNY! and isabel's story: " he did it 3 times leh! 1!2!3! like that you know! then ah, the monkey woman scream leh! AHHHH!" LOL.sooooo funny la, the way she said it. me and corry laughed at it even hours later. -.- LOL. then trekked back to the bus.

fifth stop: LUNCH! haha. we had lunch at some kukup restaurant or something like that. 15 of us squeezed into one table. all the 3i girls.. lol. so funny. everybody was chionging for the rice, so we asked winnie, our beloved chairperson, to give out the rice. lol. and we finished it in one go. so then the dishes arrived. first up was bean sprouts or towgay. lol. and then fish. isabe; took the honours of giving the fish to everybody and also the other dishes. lol. as we ate, isabel started to behave like our mummy and so we called her that. and then after everything finish we were still hungry so isabel went to the other tables to get food. ahahahah. so funny. so we ate more and also drank the tea from other tables. lol. was the prefect 3i family lunch! lol. then...

sixth stop: the bumboat to the fish farm or keilong. again, the 3i girls squeezed to the last bench like kiasus when there were so many other empty spaces elsewhere. then when we reached the whole place was bobbing up and down. quite cool. walking on planks and such. then this small girl, also our guide for the farm, showed us around. lol. can say that she's by far the bravest girl i've ever seen. lol. saw puffer fish. and she also held up a dogshark or whatever it was. and hermit crabs. haha. and there was a dog who looked like he was enjoying his time. lol. back on the bumboat... and back to the shops near the restaurant. bought cuttlefish! haha. shared with corry for 3 for rm10. ate and shared on the bus. and also other food. LOL.

then on the bus to our seventh and final stop the chocolate factory, everybody slept while i took no trouble in waking all of them up by my hideous laughter. lol. the reason for laughing? haha. i was bored so took pictures of those sleeeeeping. then i realised that one of pictures i took was with everyone sleeping and weifong's face was popping out from the corner and smiling. HAHA. super funny. i actually laughed for half and hour straight and cried and laugh and cried. LOL.i think i broke the world record for laughing the longest. hahahah.anyway,

final stop: chocolate factory. actually, not really a factory.. it's more like a shop where the way the chocolates are made were just read to us.. soo...bought some chocolates and brought them back!

finally, after the stampings again, was back home sweeeet home. lol. 3i girls went to eat at burger king for dinner. at first there was no space so we stood at the entrance of bg and stared at the customers. lol.anyway, after eating until so full, went back home and fell asleep almost immediately. lol. slept for a whole 12 hours until neckache then went to school the next day......

3sept08:
what happened was the best 7 minutes of my life. walking. with.

4sept08:

stringed.. woke up late and was almost late..so string and slack.. super sian as usual.. then after that went to mum's school and waited for her while she got ready to go..
and we left for suntec! went to sizzler to eat until fullfull, then went to watch WALL-E! omg, the movie just rocksssssssssssssss! super cute!!!! ahhh! and romantic too! the best!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhah! everybody should go catch it.. hehheh....

(:

today is just not my day.

anyway, can't wait for kukup tomorrow! haha.

oh, and happy teachers' day to all teachers, and especially my mummy. HAHA. (: